I have now lived in the UK for 4 years and I love it. But they want to leave EU and that is the most stupid thing they can do. They will regret it when prices is getting more expensive, council tax getting higher. There is a security to be a member of EU. If England's economy is falling then we do not get any help from EU. Do we not have a good life here? We do not pay for GP or medicines, We have good benefits for them who needs it, We have good hospitals, which we do not pay for if we have to be in hospital. Look at Sweden. There you pay £25 to visit GP, medicines are so expensive, you pay 30% in tax, you have to pay £5 per night when you sleep in hospital and pensions are so low that some people can not buy all the food they want to. Is that a society we want to have? Think before you choose something. It is a real hassle to get sick in Sweden because some people can not afford the medicine that they need. I know one medicine which cost £210 to get. WHO can afford that with a small pension?
I suffer from Chronic depression, panic attacks and social phobia. I do not go out and if there is a knock on the door then I do not open it if my husband is not at home. I bought my dog for protection when she gets a little bit older. Chow Chows are really good protectors. I also got a vest for her which says emotional support so when she have that on she is working like a dog for blind people. I have started my own business. Nikita breeding. I am breeding cats and I will get a boyfriend to Nikita too. Later I will get a Pomerania dog as well and breed that too. Not everyone wants to have a big dog and Pomeranian dogs counts as "tea cup dogs"
4 times I have tried to kill myself and 1 time I was close. My heart stopped in the ambulance for some time but they got it going again. Today I am happy to be alive even though I have this depression and panic attacks. My husband is such a great support for me. A person who have never had this illness does not know what it feels like. It is the same symptoms as if you get a heart attack. I have been sick in this illness since 2008. The doctor says its chronic. So that means I have to live with this all my life.
So, what kind of society do I want? I want a society were people can never tell lies, everybody is friendly to everyone no matter how they look or if they have mental illness. I wish that everyone could give love instead of hate. But then again haters do not have a life and they are bored so that is why they have to trash talk people. They know that the person they trash talk is so much better than them so then jealousy comes to them. I want to say to everyone who trash talk someone. WHY do you want to hurt that person? Are you that perfect so you have the right to trash talk someone? Look into your own problems first before you start bullying another human. Word hurts more than a punch. How many people have not killed themselves because they got trash talked? No, I want an honest, helpful, compassionate society were everyone can be friends. But then again that will never happen. In this society the old suffers from the abusers hand. It happens over and over again. I pray to God that I will be able to save up money to build our ranch in Algeria. Then I will surely move there because in that society people are friendly, they have a golden heart and they are kind. With these words I will end this post. Take care of yourself and each other. Be honest and friendly. Trash talk is for losers so do not become a loser.
